18 June 2012
June Blogger Challenge: Day 18 — Laughter
You see, the icy shell of anorexia was virtually impenetrable. Love and laughter and hope could not reach me. Anxiety and depression and fear choked out laughter, and I felt as if I was losing my soul.
Because laughter is the soul of humanity. Through laughter, we connect with others. Through laughter, we become whole. Through laughter, we are freed.
But laughter requires nurturing, or else it will wilt and slowly die.
As it almost did within me.
Now I laugh easily with friends and family. We gather together, share jokes and stories, engaged and alive. Silly things, really. It is beautiful to look at others and see them laugh, truly laugh, and feel the joy that permeates throughout.
God, I have missed laughing!!!
Now I feel joy, and I laugh. I laugh, and I can breathe again.